car conversations so good bc of removal of eye contact expectation. let us all learn from this
idk when we decided that explaining yourself shouldn't be part of an apology but like. if someone was a dick to me and apologizes but I still don't understand why they did it I'm not gonna feel any better
i can't casually listen to music. unfortunately everything i like makes me want to drop to my knees.
I’m ok. I’m gonna be ok. I’m gonna live a beautiful life and I’ll get to know beautiful people. I will create things of beauty and be surrounded by flowers. And I’ll love myself, and I’ll be soft, I’ll be kind. And I’ll be ok.
Yall ever like. Sleep all day bc you were deeply fatigued and in severe pain, and you're up at 3am, but it's not like you're actually up late bc you've barely been awake today. But also you're like "should I be sleeping again... but I was just sleeping, and I don't really wanna go back to sleeping, " and like you have chronic nightmares/intense dreams, and you really don't feel like dreaming more bc you dreamt all day?
Or like. Is that just me?
Tonight I will learn to love you twice;
Anne Sexton, To Bedlam and Part Way Back; from ‘Some Foreign Letters’